Friday, March 5, 2010
Every night I hold you in my arms, eventhough I am so angry with you.
I breathe in the scent of you and my heart broke..
I miss you so much, I have never felt this way in the middle of the night!!
Knowing you are so close to me, but yet so so far!!
I wish I could feel immune, pass this phase.
Your shirt becomes a substitute for my daily dosage of being with you.
Your scent becomes a need, a very strong want that I have to cover my face with your shirt to sleep.
Your scent makes me sad, like I am going to cry all the time.
At the same time I yearn for you, but Howell, things have to happen.
One day I hope I am able to let all of these go.
I breathe in the scent of you and my heart broke..
I miss you so much, I have never felt this way in the middle of the night!!
Knowing you are so close to me, but yet so so far!!
I wish I could feel immune, pass this phase.
Your shirt becomes a substitute for my daily dosage of being with you.
Your scent becomes a need, a very strong want that I have to cover my face with your shirt to sleep.
Your scent makes me sad, like I am going to cry all the time.
At the same time I yearn for you, but Howell, things have to happen.
One day I hope I am able to let all of these go.
hear me scream silently at 5:04 AM
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
I feel like taking out my damn throat, scrub it with a good brush and swallow it back.
UGH THIS DRY COUGH IS IRRITATING!!
UGH THIS DRY COUGH IS IRRITATING!!
hear me scream silently at 11:12 PM
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Omg I miss the cheese pizza and friEd wings at Ice Cold Beer!
hear me scream silently at 12:37 AM
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Thursday, February 25, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
YOU ARE THE MOST DESPICABLE HUMAN BEING I HAVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE.
hear me scream silently at 11:37 AM
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Friday, February 12, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
I was so tired when he came to fetch but when I looked at him all smiles, I felt this funny feeling to hug and kiss him and talk about my day at work with all those funny customers. Hahah weird.
And I told him I haven't eaten but I was just too tired to have my dinner outside. So we went to top up his petrol and bought him some chips and a pack of ciggys and then he sent me home. I told him I couldn't buy food as I had to pay for his petrol and stuffs so therefore I had decided to scavenge for food at my grams' kitchen. About half and hour later, after I was done with my intsant noodles, my Hp rang.
"Can you open the door?"
And I was like "Huh??"
By then my grandfather had opened the door and said Haikal was standing at the doorstep. I was like a roller coaster of emotions, dunno how to react! I wanted to laugh, cry and get angry at the same time!
There he stood, with my fav meal amongst all; Double Cheeseburger. Boy was I truly touched. I was speechless, I looked at him giving me a look that says "What the fuck you wasted my time".. Because I had already eaten!! Baby I am so so sorry. You really should have called the house phone sweetheart..
Nevertheless, I sat and and munched on the curly wurly fries. Left my double cheese for tmr's breakfast. And I tried calling him all at the same time but to no avail, he wouldn't answer. Guess he was mad and probably still is.
Baby I am so sorry.
But what you did really moved me. I am surprised till now. Thank you, for being such a beautiful soul.
Once again I am sorry if my reaction hurt you, but know that I am very, very thankful.
I love you Haikal. Please talk to me soon ok love?
And I told him I haven't eaten but I was just too tired to have my dinner outside. So we went to top up his petrol and bought him some chips and a pack of ciggys and then he sent me home. I told him I couldn't buy food as I had to pay for his petrol and stuffs so therefore I had decided to scavenge for food at my grams' kitchen. About half and hour later, after I was done with my intsant noodles, my Hp rang.
"Can you open the door?"
And I was like "Huh??"
By then my grandfather had opened the door and said Haikal was standing at the doorstep. I was like a roller coaster of emotions, dunno how to react! I wanted to laugh, cry and get angry at the same time!
There he stood, with my fav meal amongst all; Double Cheeseburger. Boy was I truly touched. I was speechless, I looked at him giving me a look that says "What the fuck you wasted my time".. Because I had already eaten!! Baby I am so so sorry. You really should have called the house phone sweetheart..
Nevertheless, I sat and and munched on the curly wurly fries. Left my double cheese for tmr's breakfast. And I tried calling him all at the same time but to no avail, he wouldn't answer. Guess he was mad and probably still is.
Baby I am so sorry.
But what you did really moved me. I am surprised till now. Thank you, for being such a beautiful soul.
Once again I am sorry if my reaction hurt you, but know that I am very, very thankful.
I love you Haikal. Please talk to me soon ok love?
hear me scream silently at 11:18 PM
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